Post by xoxolisa on May 22, 2012 17:45:19 GMT -5
| [atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 460px; background-image: url(http://i44.tinypic.com/34fb0ns.jpg);-moz-border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px; -webkit-border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px; border: 4px ridge #7a9aa9, bTable][tr][cs=2] gavynn brooke kade. twenty one. student.rihanna. | |
[rs=2] | "WHY, HELLO THERE. LET'S START WITH THE BASICS SHALL WE? WHAT'S YOUR FULL NAME, AGE, SEXUAL ORIENTATION, AND OCCUPATION?" Hello, to you also. My name is Gavynn Brooke Kade, it's quite a mouthful, lol. But my mom really loved Gavynn and my dad really loved Brooke and the way to compromise was to bestow them both to me. This is why I'm super fond of nicknames. The only time I hear my entire name is when I'm in trouble with my dad. It's funny, I'm in college; why do i still quiver at my dad bellowing my entire name?.It's the one thing that just irks me. So daddy definitely does it to piss me off, I'm sure. I just recently turned 20 on the 12th. I miss when life was so carefree...actually, my life is still carefree but for the sack of dramatics I'm going to pretend it's not. I'm definitely straight... I'm going to college for public relations and journalism. My ideal job would definitely be public relations for a music label. LOVELY. SO, WHAT BRINGS YOU TO MIAMI? WERE YOU BORN HERE? TELL ME ABOUT YOUR FAMILY. What brings me to Miami? ( scoffs ) My family did. I was originally born in New York. I was raised there until I was about eight. By then, I was used to the city, the smells, when I was younger…when the move was still fresh I could tell you how many steps it took to get back to our brownstone. I missed it immensely. Still do, at times. But it’s not just because I love New York. It’s because I missed the simplicity that came along with being in New York. I knew where I should go and three different ways to get there. I knew where to avoid and I knew who to avoid. I didn’t have worry about how my dad’s face would become suddenly forlorn at the mention of my mother. All my bad memories come straight from my parents. I guess I can’t blame both of them. So if I have to pick a person, it’s definitely my mother. I caught her cheating on my dad. I know, fucked up right? To have your child catch you in the act of sleeping with your husband’s sister? My mother begged me not to tell but I knew my right from wrong. I knew I had to so I did. They filed for divorce not shortly after. I chose to come with my dad to Miami. Every summer I was forced to go back to New York but it was never the same. I don’t think it ever will be. AND WHAT ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS? ARE YOU MORE OF A WALLFLOWER OR A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY TYPE? YOU KNOW, YOU'RE KINDA CUTE, TOO. IS THERE ANYONE SPECIAL? I’m super outgoing. I think most people consider it too outgoing. I love meeting new people. I believe it’s simply because I’m fascinated other’s thought processes. I love to be friend people who are extremely different from me because I like being exposed to new ways of thinking. A lot of people seem to be attracted to me because of my quirks but hey, I don’t mind. I wish I had a significant other. I'm just not lucky in that department. I'm not sure why either. I try my best to be a good girlfriend but I guess others don't think so. DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITE MEMORIES? LEAST FAVORITE MEMORIES? TELL ME ABOUT THEM. Everyone has favorite memories. I have so many. Like, my first date and high school graduation. But, my favorite memory? For my sixteenth birthday all my friends through me a surprise party. It was fun, I liked it - appreciated it. But I kind of felt that wasn't were I was supposed to be. So in the middle of the party, I snuck out. I took of my shoes and made a bee-line to the beach as fast as my feet would carry me. Once I finally got there, I smelled the salty water, felt the warm sand, reached out for the chilly water. That was were I wanted to spend my birthday. For the first time I just wanted to be quiet and think about everything that had brought me to that point. When I was finally done thinking, I got up from the water and looked across the beach...and then I saw my best friends waiting on me with smiles. They understood me so well. That's definitely my favorite memory. My least favorite memory? I was visiting my mom for the summer. I had to have been in high school. I didn't want to go see her...or have anything to do with her really because I was still angry. She had me meeting her new girlfriend also. Because, apparently, she couldn't make it work with my dad or his sister. ( frowns ) I was sitting at dinner, hating every forced smile I was giving when I blurted out I couldn't do this. She started telling me to calm down and the next thing i was doing was running. I always run it seems like...anyway, when she finally caught me...I-I pushed her. I pushed and yelled at her. I said some awful things. I called her a couple of slurs, I told her she was terrible for breaking our family up. I told her I hated her. For a long while, I hated myself for telling her that. I think I hate myself more so because I honestly do think I hate her - and i don't want to. AH. I SEE. SO, TELL ME, WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE THINGS TO DO? I have so many! Photography is definitely one of the things I'm most passionate about! I see beauty in a lot of things and I love to capture it. I love being able to let my pictures speak for me and use it as a way to present how I see my surroundings. I also love, love, LOVE to cook. I go from regular foods to gourmet. I love it all. My friends love it because i'm always willing to cook for them. . The rest of my passions are simple: music, fashion, and dancing. I professionally danced for a while and I sing around the house and at karaoke. DO YOU HAVE ANY QUIRKS OR BAD HABITS? HOW ABOUT SECRETS? DON'T BE SHY, WE WON'T TELL ANYONE. I rub my wrists a lot when I'm nervous. I also look around a lot when I'm nervous. It calms me down when I rock on the balls of my feet. Sometimes, I hum to make the anxiety go away. But it has to be "These is a Few of my Favorite Things" to make me really settle. Bad habits? I curse like a sailor and when I'm angry my words cut deep. I also try to run away from my problems and shut down. I can't help it. Sins of the mother, I guess.I don't really have secrets. Well, I do but there not of any relevance now I guess. When I was a teenager I battled Anorexia. I also stole candy from a dollar store when I was five and I still feel bad about it. THAT'S ALL WE HAVE FOR YOU TODAY, THANKS FOR YOUR TIME. ANY FINAL COMMENTS YOU'D LIKE ME TO PUT IN YOUR FILE? Really? That quickly? I hope I haven't bored you to death. Uhm, no. I don't have any final comments. Thank you. It was nice meeting you, have a wonderful day! . |
lisa. 19. two. |
